This is not the life you ordered,but it’s the life you have. Stop allowing lupus to take your zest to live away. No, its not fun. No, it’s not easy. But, it is and you are stronger than the issues it brings. Believe it, live in it and don’t keep giving excuses about how hard it is. Don’t keep saying it’s easier said to feel good in spite of, than done. Yes, lupus is hard but your attitude will make it increasingly worse when you focus on the difficulties instead of living well in the now. No, its not the life you ordered, but it’s the life you have. Make every effort to live it as well as you can.